Could you please share a little about yourself and your family?
My service history at CCCTO:
- Baptized at CCCTO on 3/4/2001
- EnGuang fellowship chair 2012
- Deacon, Treasurer 2013-2015
- EB chair 2016
- Deacon 2018-2019
- Deacon, Treasurer 2020-2021
- Served in Finance, Pastoral Search Committee, LOF Committee, Timothy Fund Committee, Worship Team, Choir, Sunday School, Children Sunday School, Fellowship, and Mexico Mission Trips.
Who's in your family?
My wife is Shu Ping Li(李淑娉), she was baptized at CCCTO on December 3rd, 2000 and she is currently serving in Children Choir, Caring Ministry, and Sunday Nursery. We have two children: our son, Brian Ma (馬嘉明)was baptized at CCCTO and he is currently a 2nd year med-student at Midwestern University. Our daughter, Joanne Ma(馬嘉慧)was also baptized at CCCTO and is now a junior at UCLA.
What is your relationship with Jesus like right now?
My inner life and everyday life changed after I became a Christian. In the past, I solely depended on my self-abilities, now I depend on God and ask the Lord for directions more and more. Previously I would argue with my wife trying to prove myself and would resist apologizing sincerely, now it appears that the Lord has given me new viewpoint and humility to see truly - how much Shu Ping has done for me and for the family and my lacking and shortcomings in contrast. Praise the Lord, He led us gradually got involved in serving at fellowship and at the church, and God’s grace continued to pour in our family. My mom, Shu Ping’s parents and our two children subsequently believed in Christ and were baptized at CCCTO.
Why do you desire to be an elder and why is this important to you and our church?
In December 2020, I accepted the invitation to join the elders training class that would last for more than a year and half, thinking only to better equip myself. I knew at the time the enormous responsibilities of an elder as well as my lack of spiritual capabilities and trainings. But more importantly, I did not know at the time if God called me out to serve as an elder. As the class went on, I learned that the responsibilities of an elder were a lot more than what I had known, which is to protect, feed, lead and care for the flocks. I also got a good chance to reflect and became more aware of my own shortcomings in spiritual leadership qualities when we had focused discussions on “Spiritual Leadership” book by J. Oswald Sanders. I started giving reasons and excuses to myself and was even telling my wife Shu Ping why I should not be an elder. And in small group discussions at the training class, I would ask from time to time the similar question, how do you know whether it is God’s calling or just men’s ideas? Looking back now, I realize this is part of God’s answer to my question. In September 2021, my attitude had a sharp 180-degree turn. I no longer struggled with the calling question, I was at peace with all the possible challenges an elder would face. The contrast of my attitude change was so big, I concluded it was God’s answer for my stubborn question. Not too long after, I shared this with my wife and Pastor Ming. If it is indeed God’s calling, we will be able to face any future challenges with trust and peace. We will get the answer and confirmation through the examinations and feedbacks from the pastoral team, the coworkers, and the brothers and sisters. Regardless, we will continue to serve at CCCTO with the roles God prepared us for His church, with joy, with humility and without complain.
And finally, I would like to share with you the following Bible verses from 1 Corinthians 1:30-31: It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: “Let the one who boasts boast in the Lord.”